party animal?

i think im slightly...erm...a little bit party animal!!!haha...

just within 2 weeks from the day i permanently staying in kl,i had at least 4 times clubbing....haha...erm...stil consider ok rite???

im jus enjoying drinking,dancing...nth else...hehe...so feel free to come when u feel like party...

working...

started working!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!as a secretary in a law firm!!!!!!!!!!!erm...im not only serving 1 lawyer but 3....this is only my 1st week...but im tired...due to manyth hv to be done b4 due date!!!!the ofice separate in 2 floors,im in new wing,but most of the fax tray,copy machine,admin office,most of the main thing is located in 20th floor while im in 19th floor...so after i fair a letter to be sent out,i hv to climb stairs up n down!!!so thr is lots lots lots of letter n doc tht need to be sent to 20th floor!!!!hopefully i can slim down bcoz of this...

im stress as well...well,working in a law firm,mistaken is not allowed due to this is a law firm...no credibility at all if u keep make mistake rite????so everyth not only double check but is triple even more than tht...

erm...im jus in the company,but i ald got lots thing to handle due to the last secretary was so lazy,left so many files tht need to be handle in a very short time...i hv to sort everyth out in blur blur conditions...luckily sheena is here,everyth i jus ask her...phew~~~

working life is tiring...i sleep early everyday coz i run lots in the morning,hahahaha...but im stil party around!!!!!yeah!!!!work hard but play harder!!!m i rite???haha...

i love my job,while im working im chatting wf my dearest....im so so happy,we chat like last time in email so tht the boss wont found out n we seem very hard working coz keep checking our mail...haha...im really enjoy to chat wf all my dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr jason,c.en,ah hong,ru chin...wil add more in my daily email list...mun yu?sheena?kian hooi?who else....haha....they ar the ppl who light up my day when im down n frustrated!!!!!

i think i like my life now,at least i wont b keep thinking of u everyday every minutes tht makes me so suffer...at least i fully utilized my time to work n play...i wish i could let u goooooooooooooooooooo...bless me.....

心淡

离开了让我开心，也让我伤心的地方。。。离开了熟悉的味道，熟悉的生活方式。。。我比想象中还不习惯。。。我比想象中的思念。。。

姐莲生日，我想回去，因为她希望我回去，而且之前我生日她也为我铺排了一切，让我过了很美好很美好的生日。。。基于有情上，感激心态，我真的很想回去。。。可是却被你一口拒绝了。。。我真的真的很失望，真的。。。可是我能怎样？你还要我不要让他们知道是你不让我回去的，我只好欺瞒说是上班的原因我回不去。。。

其实，我真的想走出你的影子。。。真的想。。。我希望我做得到。。。

分手只要一个人的决定，可是相爱却需要两个人在同时间互生情愫而结合。。。何时容忍会让我清醒而放开这错误的决定？爱上你是我的错，可是离开你我又舍不得。。。

away soon...

after bcome 'supergal' fly here fly thr(hometown to kl) for 3 month...finally i wil permanently staying in kl right after christmas...n i knw,i gonna start missing u....

daily routine!!!

wake up early in the morning,wash cloth,need to wait for few hrs if the cloth is too much as he need to wash all the cloth separately...
fill water into all empty bottle then reboil again...
prepare n boil chinese herbal as to reduce his cholestrol...
only finish all his thing only i can turn on my pc n go bath...
finish bath,start having all my healthy drink-organic,collagen,enzyme,fresh fruit juice make by myself...full...
wash all the dishes tht he left last9...
while waiting for the cloth,im sitting down n online...
hang all the cloth then im done wf my half work...

waiting him to wake up then going to breakfast...
sent home and start housework again...
sweap n mop whole house...
prepare all the thing for cooking..
if i stil got time i can online n watch astro..ahaha...

counting the time and start cooking,serve him to eat n wash all the dishes again,while he is laying on sofa n watching movie...
after clean the kitchen i hv to kept all the cloth...
if he would like to go out,then im allowed to follow,i wil be out til late night...
if im not allowed to follow,then i wil spend my whole night watching movie in the room..
b4 sleep,i hv to make sure everyth hv to be done...if not i wil get in trouble...

im spending my day like this everyday!!!!!!!!!i wanna escape to my own world!!!!!

happiness...

wil down to kl again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!as another old old fren married...hv to attend the dinner again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!seeing frens around me all getting married,feel like they ar so so happiness...they found their true love,they spend the rest of their time wf the person tht they love....

i dunno y im so so so tolerate....y i hv to bear all ur angryness all the time???y i hv to let u throw away wat i had cook wfout saying anyth although my heart is really really pain???

i jus wan to hv a normal life!!!!!

the actual day!!!

rush bck to hometown early in the morning at 8 nov...coz frens in hometown wanted to celebrate for me as well!!!!!!!!so i spent my actual day at my hometown wf my frens...having dinner n my favourite cake-mango delight!!!!!always my favourite!!!!!!!at 1st we planning to drink in a pub,but so coincident those pub tht we would like to go all closed......my frens avoid disapponted of me so they keep looking for a place for me to celebrate,finally we found 1!!!!haha!!!

thr is someth happen tht day as well,which makes me feel upset n unhappy on the day!!!not bcoz of the venue,but bcoz of attitute of somebody tht really hurts me lots...

for further pic...pls refer to my facebook!!!haha!!! add me at k_eng_eng@hotmail.com


im now currently in kl...ald been in kl for a week...the purpose is to interview n helping my frens in health fair tht held for 3 days...fri,today n tml...is quite tiring but it is fun...i think im so socialize,coz only 2 day then i ald can make ots of new frens...my fren was like 'wow how come u knw so many ppl jus within 2 day???' haha...dunno...i jus like to walking around to others ppl booth n chit chatting...haha...so bz body of me!!!!