away again...

wil away to bangkok with my love chrislyn n my younger bro from 30 sept to 3 oct......

soooooooooooooooooo im not going to onlineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry

reached msia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the day i reached is 16 sept 10pm msia time...then 17 sept morning i fly bck to my hometown n straight away went to hat yai n phuket in thailand for a week trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!so i got no time to inform any1 tht i reached msia,i got no chance to turn on lappy as well!!!!!!!!!!!

im so sorry to who tht waiting for my news and my call....im so sorry

leaving

shld try my best to write in english since my english quite poor...i wish 'some1' tht don understand chinese can actually knw how m i recently coz im afraid we might not contact so frequently due to we ar in diff part of the world...

ok,today is my last day in uk,hopefully last day,coz i might consider coming bck again...i hv no feeling at all b4 tht,but start from few days ago,im starting feeling hard to leave uk...shld i really leave uk n not coming bck anymore??shld i really leave uk wfout visit to barcelone,scotland,greece....shld i really leave wfout really truly done wf my shopping???????i dunno...im really feel so so hard to leave uk...im so confused now!!!!

90% done wf my shipping n my own luggage,my luggage is over weight,i knw im gonna be fine again!!!!after i throw so much of my thing,my shipping box stil full n my luggage full as well...it's terrible,this is gal who done so much shopping...

i knw i gonna miss uk so muchhhhhhhhhhh but not the weather pls...
i knw i gonna miss 'some1' so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but i dunno 'some1' gonna miss me????

矛盾

明天就会踏上回家的旅途。。。第一次坐直飞，其实很怕，怕很辛苦。。。其实我的东西还没有收拾好。。。

本来心情其实是没有多大起伏的，就好像知道自己要回去的事实，没有想很多，可是从昨天开始，开始觉得其实还是有点舍不得英国的。。。好像还有很多东西还没做，好像还有很多地方还没去，好像还有很多东西还没买，好像很多好像。。。开始又想着到底还要不要回来，又开始挣扎了。。。回来其实我真的不想做外卖店了，我现在听到电话响我都会怕咯。。。这几天一直出去买东西，好像想买的东西还有很多，可是时间却很少。。。真的很快，真的明天就走了。。。恐怖到。。。

其实人就是那么矛盾，之前拼了命的想回，现在要回了又想再回来。。。唉。。。因为是很冲忙的决定，所以真的好像真的很多东西还没做。。。

病了。。。

妈的，病到七彩，感冒。。。累咯。。。

东西还没收拾，真的完全没有动到。。。要回了还在lepak。。。